100 years after i left this place

lol.. after so long so glad that i still remember the password of this blog.. haha.. XD
come back all because of winnie lau sheak fen.. enough friend le gua?? hahaha.. sienz.. medic school is just too bored.. need to do some exciting thing to keep my adrenaline high.. thinking of going out of this 'cage' but where can i go?? with no $$$$$...... =.=

stupid holiday

i hate this holiday... everyday stay at home.. wanna work.. daddy say no.. now not working.. mummy 'bo song'.. walao.. what you want me to do??

watch tv.. mummy scold.. play pc.. mummy say nanti eyes spoilt.. sms.. mummy say 'you doing big business ar??'.. then what you want me to do?? you tell me la!!!! i stay at home.. you say i lazy.. i go station ask you what can i help.. then you say nothing.. i chat with you.. you say you wanna read paper.. then???

go kitchen help you.. you say no need.. continue watching tv.. you scold 'why nobody come help me??'.. i really don't understand.. i say i want go travel.. you give 'sour face'.. then now daddy say go together.. you say you all don't wanna go de.. you all go because of me and i not appreciate.. i'm going crazy.. i rather go back study.. or you just let me masuk hospital.. i think better masuk hospital then hear you grumble... or just let me die la.. i rather die.. now i dunno what to do.. do like that cannot.. do the other way also cannot..

let me die la.. i hate this holiday.. stupid holiday.. i can't relax.. it only make my mood worse... sigh..

drunk

last sat.. drink with dad at home.. until i get drunk... drink lots that night.. wanna forget all those thing that needed to forget... watch video with my family.. watch how we sing and dance when we're kids.. no stress.. no trouble.. so nice.. but too bad.. time can't reverse.. really had a good laugh that night..

am drunk till i can't walk straight.. lol.. but the feeling is good.. lazy to think.. and that's what i want.. but the sad thing is when i wake up the other morning.. i remember everything.. and the problem still there.. haha.. still have to face it..

sigh.. drink only relieve for that night.. but hurt my liver and other organs.. really not worth.. but i guess i'm in love with that feeling..

boring day

what a boring and hot day... after finish lecture.. i slept for a while and i watch movie for the whole day.. really dunno what am i doing.. everybody is studying but i'm so relax.. sigh..

read email just now.. saw some characteristic about zodiac.. may be it's true.. i'm a bit passive... sigh.. what to do?? born to be like that ma.. ~~

what a busy week..

this week very busy ar...

monday-class till 4.. then, dinner.. after that do sdl and also study..

tuesday-class till 11 because of the pbl(shocked).. then,do the magazine stuff till 4.. basketball practice at 5... finish at 7.10.. take dinner and went mid at 8 something.. bought a cloth.. thanks to han jun's buddy...

wed-finish class at 9.. then wash clothes.. clean my room.. this room is too dirty.. i really cannot stand it.. finish everything at 11.. rest for a while.. take lunch and went to mid for movie.. christmas carol.. good lesson.. learn to have fun and know that happiness is actually depends on yourself.. if you choose to be lonely and 4sad.. people couldn't help you.. be kind to other people and this is the way to be kind to yourself too... rush back to college at 4.. thanks to chu yee for accompany me... 5.. basketball training.. and now my whole body ache.. and my leg muscle become really week now... dunno whether can play squash tomorrow...

thurs-class till 11.. study for a while.. 5.. squash training.. 9.. mpis meeting... wanna die liao.. really very busy o.. but i like this kind of life.. if not i become very lazy.. haha.. ^^

last day of 1st sem

today is the last day of 1st sem in um mbbs... haha.. finish one sem already.. come another.. sigh.. time flies.. that means i grow older d..

just now was so lazy to study... thanks to my friends and also that 2 phone calls.. they really give me strength to study...

chu yee, han jun, cheng nee, qing yu... you all really good tutors le... teach me a lot.. thanks o.. just now should take picture then i can post here.. and the title of the pic will be tutor class for histo and anat... haha.. ^^

mummy called me this evening... told me not to be too stressed up.. she told me to relax.. but then.. mummy... when you told me to relax and the result is not so important after all.. i feel more stressful le.. cause i don't wanna dissapoint you.. sigh.. i know your intension is good.. but.. but.. good also la.. at least you give me the strength to study...

wanted to watch movie at 10pm.. but my friend call me and asked me to go study.. how come she know i wanna watch movie de?? after chat for 30min.. i start looking at the atlas.. and now.. is time to sleep..

bye bye.. 1st sem...

dangerous..

oh my god.. it's so dangerous to write things here.. actually this blog i only use to write out all my feeling and only let people who i really close to and trust to read...

now only i know somebody else read my blog...

kee jin : don't tell anybody... if not i'll really kill you...

it's so dangerous.. next time must not write till too much liao.. if not sure will get myself in trouble... sigh... ~~